The outpatient/partial hospitalization program I have been attending has not been working for me. Suffice to say the psychologist made 'judgments' about me based on knowing me for 6 days. A wonderful YLF friend helped me realize I needed to be more assertive and I quit the program today setting up my own outpatient program with a combination of psychiatry, psychology, acupuncture, massage therapy and art therapy.
outfit today ( last day at judgment camp!): AE torn jeans, AT sweater, personalized cons, slender gold hoops.
yesterday: same jeans, AT long cami, Nordstrom Rack striped blazer.
musings: I've lost about 20 lbs over the last few months BUT my size has not changed in some ways and has changed in some ways. I have the arms of a size 8, the chest of a size 10, the low abs of a 12/14 and the legs of a 6/8. Needless to say shopping has become very painful. I was so used to buying an XL in tops and 12 in bottoms. Well I often swim in XL's now and although 12's work in the waist/belly, the thighs, legs bunch on the outer sides. So online shopping ( my main method) no longer works. The pics in outfit 1 are taken in the target dressing room. My neighbor was running errands there so took me along after I returned from signing my discharge paperwork from judgment camp. I hate not being able to drive until 3/24. Anyways, I am glad to have a full closet to play in until I can go to brick and mortar stores again!
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