I did not want to post about this initially because honestly this is getting embarrassing, and on the day it happened I was too crushed to write about it:

That killer job I interviewed for turned me down. I had EVERYTHING going for me with this job, so I am kind of shocked at the rejection. What's worse is that, like all employers, they can't be bothered to write two sentences in an email explaining why I was rejected, so there is nothing for me to learn from this experience except how to cope with disappointment. I know it can't be experience since it was a junior position. It could have been anything else though.

I have honestly not felt motivated to look for jobs since then. I do not have the mental stability to cope with one rejection after another at this point. I was rejected three times for RETAIL, and now for a job that was really made for me. What else is left for me to do?

I did apply for a few volunteer positions, but I wouldn't be surprised if I was turned down for those too. I don't feel like I can GIVE away my time right now. The whole process has made me feel like an utterly worthless, talentless waste of space.