Thanks, everyone, for your perspectives! It's really interesting to see. As usual, opinions about grey hair are mixed and I expected that. We all have complicated associations, both personal and more broadly cultural. And what we feel will depend a lot on the models we've seen in our lives.
Gabrielle, thank you for the compliment. I am a natural blonde -- but there's been help of various kinds from the bottle since I was in my early 20s. Mostly just highlights, but in the last six years or so I have also needed to deal with root growth. In my 30s, I dyed it red for a few years for a change. That was fun, and actually suited me, but the red faded pretty fast and that kind of upkeep drove me mad. Plus, I had to change the colours I wore.
Lyn, I love the idea of a close up before and after picture. I am going to arrange for that. In the light, if I can ever catch any!
And I don't mind going back to blonde if the grey doesn't work. I actually don't think my blonde hair "fools" anybody, except on the most superficial level, from a distance, perhaps. My face has lines -- not extreme, but lines. I do not look like a 20 year old. Most women in their 50s do not have naturally blonde hair. In fact, very, very few do.
Here's my guess, based on what I know of myself. Right now, people who don't know me and who only see me from a distance probably do assume I am a lot younger than my years. But since I don't really care about that -- so what?
Meanwhile, if I go grey, those same people will probably begin to guess my age correctly.
But...I move quickly, firmly, and decidedly. I have a lot of animation in my face, gestures, and voice. My hair is thick -- super, super thick -- not at all thin and wispy. (My mother's hair is still so thick at 88 that her hairdresser sometimes despairs; it always, always needs to be thinned out.) I have a fab, modern hair style, and thanks to YLF, fab modern clothes. I'm also pretty fit. In short, I do not feel old.
So if people begin to guess that I'm my actual age -- what is the problem with that, exactly?
I think there is "aging" in the sense that suggests shows your true age....and "aging" in the sense that it makes you look older, drawn, less attractive, and less appealing. Most of us can accept the first. Few of us can accept the second. And we all worry that if we allow ourselves to go grey, that's what we'll get.
Here are a few possible role models that I pinned last night. To me, they look vibrant and alive -- at any age (because there are a mix of ages here.)