Lisa Lisa Lisa.... you are so hard on yourself !....
You are totally lovely and I too love your posts and miss your pictures. I must say I kind of like this direction for you.
And you are right... you have the verve to pull off an edgy look but there is middle ground and I am liking this "prettiness " because it is inherent in you as well.
The indigo is a great color for you. The length is right on the dress I think because of the opaque stockings/ boots.
You write what many of us think about ourselves but do not write- there is a quirky self-conscious honesty there - always written in a funny self-deprecating way. However just look at these pictures... you are truly fabulous !