Awwww lyn, I'm so sorry to hear of this! Sadly, these things happen, and it's not always easy. What I want to say next, you likely may not understand at the moment, but in time, you might. One of the classes I'm taking towards my counselling diploma is about transitions. Every transition begins with an ending - so in a way, this is the beginning of something better! Yes, it will be difficult, disorienting, distressing... But in the end, you'll pull through and be better than where you are now
Sending you lots of positive vibes and support from here, and as always, keep being the fab girl you are!