I'm sorry. I do remember how much that stings. Can I give you another perspective to think about when you're feeling better? My stepson, whom I adore, is 31 and has been in a relationship for 3 years with a woman who is now 32. She moved in with him 2 years ago. Her mom moved in with them a year ago. She's in love. She wants to get married. She wants kids. She believes this is permanent. He cares about her a great deal but tells us he's not in love with her, doesn't want to get married and doesn't ever want to have kids. He hasn't told her this because he "doesn't want to hurt her". I just want to bonk him on the head! He's wasted 3 years of both their lives, and now, in order to break up with her, he has to tell both her and her mom to move out. So...my perspective...when you find the right guy, you'll be so grateful to this one for being man enough to let you go.
I realize you may want to bonk me on the head right now;-), but i hope it helps at some point.
