Janet,
I'm not very good with words so I'm just going to tell you that you are not alone. The anniversary of my dad's death was on Thanksgiving so that was hard. On top of that, I struggle with body image on a daily basis and especially during the winter months when it gets even harder (hence not many outfit photos on my part). Luckily, these "down" days are rare and once I start exercising again, I'll feel much better. (BTW, I signed up for the Cherry Blossom 10-miler).
If anything, you haven't changed a bit and you look fabulous.