Just having a crap day and need a place to put it.
Struggling with a deadline, which is today,
Unhappy with a color job on my hair and my stylist is pushing back - at this point, I just want to go to Rite Aid this afternoon and get a box of Loreal and go back to brown by myself;
It's snowing, again;
and I'm preparing for a trip tomorrow to see my sister who has had another crisis. She attempted suicide in December; right now she is probably too angry to be suicidal but she is still very bleak and low. (She's in therapy, is medicated, and is living with another sister who is a nurse, so she is is good hands, but I am dreading this visit as I know it will be very tough. She's one of my closest friends and I've been talking to her daily, and the discussions are extremely difficult.)
Just having a hard time mustering the energy to deal with any of this right now.