In my deepest secret heart, I want to stop traffic and turn heads. I cannot give you an example of a celebrity or style icon that I wish I looked like, as I'd like to be authentic and unique. I just want to be an icon. I think it would be great fun.
But, I know it'll never happen. There's always something slightly 'off' with my outfits or my hair or whatever. Sometimes I blame my figure. Often I blame my lack of height. Sometimes I blame my budget/wallet. Mostly, I think it's just my instincts and my taste!
Just call me the wannabe... that will never be.
As for the whole "blending in" thing, that reminds me of my mother. She loved clothes and fashion all her life (you should see the size of her closet), until around age 60. Then she settled into a uniform: white sweatshirt, white polo, certain brand of jeans, white comfortable sneakers. This is pretty much ALL she wears, except on occasions she's required to dress up. She says she loves it because she totally blends in. She told me that when you reach "a certain age" you become invisible, and at first this distressed her, and then she found it liberating.
I, for one, will go down kicking and screaming. I do not want to become invisible and I don't think I'll ever find it liberating. If YLF is still around in 20 years, you can remind me I said that.