I think it's rather fascinating how we, in North America, are so inclined towards seeing layered, voluminous clothing as a way of controlling female bodies and sexuality. I've been wired to think revealing my body is a statement of my free will and feminine power--a sign that I can't be coerced or controlled by those who would want to restrict my choices and ambitions. And, yet, when I think of the constant dieting, exercising, maintenance, and self-loathing we North American women put ourselves through in order to "look good in our clothes", I wonder If I'm not fooling myself. Is all this effort actually for ME--or for those who have convinced me I need to attract approving gazes from strangers who find it appealing to see a female shape on display?
I think my current fascination with volume arises from my questioning some of those long-held attitudes I've internalized. I've never felt bad about my body and I've never shirked from revealing it on the beach, in a low-cut top, a mini-skirt, or in private, but I'm now wondering why I've been so willing, all these years, to put my body on public display. Doing so invites comparison--and the images we are given as benchmarks don't do much to promote a positive self-acceptance. As an avowed feminist, I'm wondering if I've been wandering down the wrong path.
I love the strength of your look, Approprio, because it signals a confident femininity to me. To be able to choose--boxy or fitted--IS freedom but thinking about that choice has made me confront my own conditioning. Isn't it interesting how such a seemingly small thing as the cut of a shirt can reveal so much about ourselves? And I'm so grateful for having a corner of this forum where we can explore some of these questions.