Okay ladies. I think you are right. We are buying the disposables. Funny that it took this thread to really crystallise things in my mind.
Cileena - we tried 2 goes of the alarms. Some success but not lasting.
Kim thanks for sharing - our childcare is at extra cost. It is only 9-12. I do use the creche (which my daughter loves) once a week (the other day I sometimes go she is at daycare) But I have commitments 2 morning a week that take up the whole morning and one other day I do parent help at school until past the time of the first class (though I could just go, and not to a class, but usually I would have run that morning). Sometimes I go on a sat morning when DH is home. I do love going to the gym, love the classes and have a membership til October, so won't be changing that for a while.
Anyway my cold is worsening and am feeling quite exhausted and run down, despite getting 7.5 hrs of sleep last night with no having to get out of bed - felt amazing in the morning but it faded by lunch - so I am just taking a break from exercise for a while.
The other thing I didn't realise is that we have had an unusually long school term. They are usually 10 weeks and this once was 12. So it makes sense that we would have got particularly tired. Today is the first day of the holidays. Since most of my activities break over the school holidays, it will be a chance for a break.
Thanks again to all for your input. I am going to mark the thread a favourite so I can reread again!