I have been shopping online a lot. trying to be sensible to buy silks/blends that can be multi-season.
But there is somethinng about the finality of no more biological children, ongoing anemia, blood loss, nausea and just the 'blah's, lack of physical intimacy with the Mr, being on pain meds and antianxiety meds, not sleeping well that has had me seeking pleasure in doing high yield, mostly sensible, fits my lifestyle shopping.
an extra paycheck this month and bonus earnings in july will mean the credit card bills will get paid off in time without interest.
i'm not really asking for advice just confessing. My frugal hubby will go into a state of catatonic shock so he does not know.
My shrink is on summer vacation so we have not been able to connect but she would likely say it is ok: I earn a living too working part time albeit. We save like every day will be a rainy day.
I'm just really asking for some support amd perhaps understanding. I realize there is also a fear of the finality of this 'baby shop is closed' and the inherent risk of any surgery small or big of having complications.
I am hoping to slowly redevelop stamina and be able to model my wiw's and enjoy my purchases sans guilt post procedure.
tall order but I will work at it.
Thank you in advance for being a support system for all YLF'ers and like minded people.
Merci.
P>S: although fall/winter is my dominant season other than a nice coat I have tons of layering blouses, sweaters, fomal pants, skirts, tights, blouses and boots. So NAS is likely to be a small shopping escapade rather than the much larger one last season.