I am getting more and more anxious about the fact that my weight never seems to level off. It just continues to go up and up and I'm really getting concerned. I'd like to get it under control while it's still healthy and manageable rather than wait until it spirals out of control. It's also a big deal for me because I go up a cup size every 5-10 pounds, and if I get bigger than an FF (which I am now), I will have meltdown.

I think around 15 pounds less than I am now was my ideal weight. It was the weight I was when I first started posting on YLF 2 years ago, when I think I looked and felt my best (obviously at the time all I did was complain about it--learned my lesson).

Basically, I would like to impose some reasonable, common sense guidelines on myself, but they have to be things I can stick to. I know I'm not going to join a gym and get a personal trainer (I couldn't afford it even if I wanted to), and I'm never going to cut anything I love out completely. Since I don't have a huge amount of weight to lose, I think this is reasonable.

I get stumped most by exercise. My work days are 14 hours long and I just feel exhausted by the end. Since I commute on foot and walk a lot around the museum, I think that's okay though. Also, since I am unpaid, I think I will jjust make sure to take my full 1 hour lunch break even if I finish eating early. I can just go on a walk around the area.

I can also go for walks on weekends, assuming the snow is cleared and it isn't too frigid. I don't have money for classes or anything. I'm just not sure what I can do that I know I'll stick to. I used to do yoga but I think I'd need a refresher course as I don't really remember everything that well. Any ideas?