You guys are so sweet for thinking of me.
Things have settled a little bit. Chandler is out of the hospital and staying at his dad's house. That's 100% his choice - not mine! I want him here with me, but I'm working on that.
He seems stable right now and sounds good on the telephone. He'll come down here this week to spend some time at my place and my goal is to convince him to stay. He's working on some specific goals, like getting his driver's license. He realizes now how very difficult it is to live in the U.S. without being able to drive, most particularly if you don't live right in the city in a pretty big city.
I'm trying to get back into my regular routine, which includes posting here! I'm still really, really stressed out and have been having migraines that are making it difficult to cope at work and at home. I always have a list of things to do that is a mile long and I feel horribly guilty when I can't get them done. I'm working on that too.
Overall though, things are MUCH better than they were at the beginning of this month and I think life is continuing to move in the right direction.
YLF continues to be a wonderful distraction and haven for me.