I cannot get over how smart and insightful you ALL are. There is a reason I keep coming back to YLF for help when I need/want it. Also kind . Did I mention that? And I am laughing at skylurker's suggestion that you all have heard this refrain from me before. I think she's right - about once a year I have a meltdown and hate everything I wear. Must stop that.
Angie - I have ventured into on-line shopping more this year, and have had some success with it. Of course, we have to pay for shipping and returns so it's still not the great option it is in the US. I like the idea of building little complements instead of entire capsules - that I can do. I used to do this years ago and stopped doing it when I got into my minimal mode. I still push back at having a large wardrobe and I do not want to go down that path at this point in my life. I am quite fervent about it as it goes against many of my values . Because I don't work in an environment where I see the same people 5 days a week, and need to dress up for those 5 days, I don't need nor want a bunch of clothes that won't get worn very often. It's interesting about being a moody dresser. I never considered that, and I realize how true that is. Maybe that's part of the issue: not having a certain look to rely on? I am particularly drawn to the idea of pale neutrals. I was looking at some photos this weekend of fall outfits based on taupes, ivories, pale greys etc - all with texture and lightness. So pretty. This is really appealing and should be easy enough to experiment with . Metallics and velvets too. Sigh - I only wish I had the big budget to go along with it!
Kari - I really like your thoughts on paying attention to what makes me feel good and WHY. Underwear is a big part of that, and an area that I'm not good at. Need to priorize this.
Vivian - YES to having a different body daily. This up and down business is so weird. Which is why my dressing is so moody - definitely influenced by how puffed out I feel on any given day. And thanks for your ongoing support and commiseration, my friend - it means a lot. I'll be crying in my closet along with you today
Texstyle - I agree with the idea of adding in a small amount of one specific new colour. And I can definitely see how coral would work for you . It's one of my favourites in summer.
LaP - I'm going to check out some consignment and even vintage shops (as to your comment about finding a low-cost way to experiment) . We have one particularly renowned one here in Wpg that visiting movie wardrobes use. Could be a fun hobby too.
ChristinaF , Robin F . Muffin , Sterling - glad some of this resonates with other women too , and yes , I'm considering the internal reasons for my sense of frustration - lots to consider here.
Toban - nice to hear from a fellow Manitoban! I wonder if it is weather/seasonal. Very good point.
approprio - wow, thank you for your thoughtful comments, and I particularly like the idea of becoming more involved in my local fashion design scene. I follow it peripherally, and am totally interested, as you can imagine, but always feel shy about getting more involved because I can't back up my interest with buying stuff. I need to investigate this more..... And as to self-acceptance? I don't even know what that is. Seriously.