Love your workout gear! I can feel your sadness, and I am sorry things are in so much upheaval for you right now.
I know you're feeling blue, and no matter how much we tell you that we adore you as you are, it's not helping right now.
I know how much you love fashion and how hard it is to not to be able to do what you love.
Perhaps you can find sme more inclusive designers? Spend your hard earned money and support someone that supports more size diversity? I want to see you love you for who you are right now.