This morning I had an appointment with a podiatrist from whom I learned that I have one leg longer than the other... and not just by a little. I will need a lift. It doesn't show too much for untrained eyes when I stand because, apparently, I compensate by crooking my hips and back, turning my longer leg inward (as shown on pic1).

The podiatrist was surprised that my body wasn't in worse shape, and that I didn't feel more pain. She said it's because I am very active and do sports. Muscles act as a protective sheath or girdle for the bones.

Something a bit freaky: For the longest time I've been having this recurring dream in which I have a leg shorter than the other and I can't walk properly, and I am always very bothered by this. The longer leg would have to bend permanently . I'd always wake up very puzzled from these rather vivid dreams, but now I know it was probably my body telling me "I actually hurt!" and "longer leg is bending!".

Anyway, this puts further hamper to my style, as I am prescribed at least two months in flat or slightly heeled hard sole clunky shoes. And NONE of my other booties. Disaster for me! I went directly to the shoe store afterwards and blew all my little savings on new working shoes and flat booties:

- Pic 4 Dansko wedge clogs (actually, the wedge was recommended for me, as I have a high arch). They are hard to walk in and I'm not sure at this point I will keep them, although they are the only heels I am allowed to wear now.

- Pic 5 El Naturalista green booties. This was after I was asked to get hiking boots to replace my booties. COME ON! When I tried the hiking boots on at the store, I wanted to cry. So I went for this hard sole round toe compromise that seemed a little better to digest. And they can accommodate a lift.

-Pic 6: These black Naot are a good alternative to ballerinas and I bought them mainly because once you have them on you can't remove them. And they could accommodate a lift.

Tonight I feel down that my body is so unequal, that my nightmare actually became true, and that my savings are gone. But at least it will not cause more damage in the future. I can't even think of fashion at this point.

UPDATE: I returned the Naots... I just couldn't bring myself to wear them. It seemed to destroy any outfit I was putting together. It was so not me! I know I may seem superficial... Instead, I dug up an older pair of Hush puppies mary janes similar to these except red (shown in pic 7). They are *ok* but still feel quite heavy, not only visually but also literally. However, maybe because of the slight wedge, they are more wearable than the Naots, which gave me duck feet.

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