Oh, Janet - you don't know how much this resonated with me:
"Sometimes I’ll put on an ensemble that recalls something I’ve seen on one of the style YTers, usually a simple tee and pants, and think yeah, minimalist and modern, baby! And then I look in the mirror and think I look shapeless and matronly. I don’t have the 30 year old, narrow-hipped, boobless build that seems to make these things look cool and intentional,"
It really doesn't help that I work with university students, who are truly amazing in every way. I feel extremely lucky to be exposed to their energy, enthusiasm, vitality, curiosity but also it reminds me that youth is moving away from me a little bit with every cohort. It is a challenge to look effortlessly chic.