The party got cancelled! Due to budget cutbacks.

I am happy that they cut the party and didn't resort to laying anyone off. But, I am still going out to HQ to get some valuable face-time, and combining the trip with a much-needed vacation.

We're all being encouraged to take lots of vacation before end of year, because this also helps bring down costs. Of course, that worries me because if you do get laid off, it's nice to get your vacation as extra pay. However, you do what you have to do - I really don't want to see my coworkers laid off because I hoarded vacation time.

I am hoping that I will make it through this economic downturn without losing my job. I have been laid off soooo many times in the past - I am mentally and financially prepared for it. If it happens, it happens. I will take it as a sign from the universe it's time for a change - possibly consulting and going it on my own. I already have some ideas in that direction, but have been thinking more along the lines of "in the next 10 years - after the kids are through college"... rather than right now, while they're only a few short years away from college. Was hoping these would be the years I could increase my salary to help them offset costs. Looks like that's not going to happen. It is what it is!

Hang on everyone... we're in for a ride....