Well. I'm trying. I've only been home a week since surgery, so I'm *trying* really hard to be patient with myself.
I don't have a huge appetite yet, so my eating is under control for now. I do wish we had more healthy food in the house. I asked hubs to get some veggies and fruit at the grocery store yesterday, but he hasn't gotten around to it yet. He did get me a fruit smoothie yesterday, which I had been craving for days!
I walked 1.25 miles this morning. I guess that's something. I'll do it again later in the afternoon when there is more shade in my neighborhood (temps are going into the 90s today). Coming from the girl who ran 10x that far just a few short weeks ago, it feels a little pathetic, but I keep reminding myself I just had a major organ removed.
I have a case of swelly belly so all of my clothes feel and look awful. I know it will go away eventually, but it's hard to feel good when I not only feel tired and sore but look dumpy too.
I am working to keep this all in perspective. I know it just *feels* like I've slid backwards all of a sudden, and in the long run, I will feel much better than I did before. It just takes time.