I am really sorry to hear that San is going thru a rough spot. I used to be scared of the word, but after my grandma's diagnosis, almost three years ago, I realized that the word does not mean " the end". Any Cancer is treatable, even if it is not curable. My Grandma has an incurable stomach Cancer and she is still here! There are so many treatments and options, we should not be scared!
San, you will be facing hard months ahead. The task ahead might seem unattainable, how can one find the strength to prevail? Yet, I have seen the resilience of the human spirit at play. We are all able to find the strength we did not even knew we had. You might have found it already, if not, you soon will. I will be rooting for you in your fight. Go show Cancer who is boss!
Please let us know how you fare and be aware that we are all here for you 24/7.
XOXO,
Lina