Ugh, I am so frustrated. Almost my entire department has been cut at work - the reading specialist, the math specialist, and both the elementary and high school principals. These are definitely CUTS and not retirements/voluntary leaving.

Two years ago our district was looking as statewide test scores falling for many years in a row. I adored our previous principal, but he was not the man to usher in anything new. He retired (voluntarily) and we took on a new principal who hired a reading specialist and a math specialist. The three of them began some major overhauls in the system and brought our scores in both departments up dramatically. This year is the second year for all of them... and they have all been cut.

I am new to the department this year, and I am running LLI lessons and other interventions. As it stands, even the scheduling meetings for intervention have been cancelled for next year, and our reading and math specialists have been eliminated. We have one reading teacher (not an administrator like the reading specialist) remaining, and technically I am her assistant. But we don't know where things stand for next year.

ALL staff is on alert for cuts. Aides aren't safe. Teachers aren't safe. There WILL be more cuts, but no one yet knows where. There is a mandatory staff meeting Monday, so please wish me luck.

I am quite lucky in the sense that I do not need my job to keep our family afloat. Indeed, if it came to that, I would want them to keep a different full-time employee and cut me, because with my sub license I can easily make what I am making now and not be hurting. But I LIKE my job. I feel like I am making a difference. I am unbelievably frustrated with the cuts because I feel like whenever someone shakes up the system they make "enemies", or people who don't like the change. Some of the changes we have made are difficult for teachers, but the numbers prove that what we have done is working. But apparently politics (or vendettas and personal dislikes) are taking precedence over facts, and we are losing everyone who has made the changes happen.

Anyway, if you can spare a good thought for us, please do. We are a very small school district, and we have very limited funding. We are building an addition to our building, so money is very tight. But I feel we are cutting areas that shouldn't be cut. We are a Title One school for a reason, and our students need the interventions we have. I am more concerned for them than I am for my own job. I am just very, very sad about the changes.

I won't burden anyone with any political speeches, but for someone working on the front lines of education, it is very hard to see (and live) all the cuts our state has made.

[I am also very grateful that my own children are not in need of intervention, so my own family will not be affected in any other way than my job. But we have SO many students in need of additional help in reading and math that it will be impossible to help them all with the cuts. It has been almost impossible to service them all now with the staff we have, let alone with only two of us left - if I retain my job. Not that anyone but me will remember, but I will report whether our test scores have gone up or down around this time next year. I guaran-da*n-tee you that they will go down.]