No, Deb, that was incredibly sweet and kind of you to worry about me You too, Isabel! I have been just so deeply grief-stricken/depressed I feel like I've been in a deep fog for the last 2+months, and all the drinking I was doing (at home, being honest here) didn't help matters at all... well, it helped some, at the time, but looking back, I'm glad I pulled out (cut WAY back) when I did, and I feel like I'm beginning to come out of the fog, at least somewhat. One thing that *really* helped was that I finally got a beautiful urn to put my boy in. The euthanasia vet gave us a lovely velvet bag, with the inscription 'till we meet again, at the Rainbow Bridge' but the cremains themselves were in a cardboard box (inside the bag) and that upset me WAY more than it probably should've She also gave us a pawprint, with his name and some fur and whisker clippings (at my request.) If anyone needs it, a great place to look is http://www.petmemorials.com Thank you SO much for your kindness and patience with me, as I try and recover from this huge loss
