Hello. I am 32F with little money to work with. I’m an omnisexual, small fat, petite, thrifty elder emo living in Southern California with a disability that sometimes requires a wheel chair. This disability resulted in me shaving off most of my blonde curly hair due to pain and exhaustion from standing up too long. I had to keep some of it because I have a round face and unfortunately couldn’t pull off being totally bald. I have some mental illness issues that also interfere with my self-care habits. Recently, feeding the inner child through becoming a Disney adult and trying to figure out how to turn my house into a fairy paradise are the only things that make me feel like a human. I also just graduated college with a humanities degree, so when my health is more manageable, I’ll be joining the museum workforce. When I was in high school and in my 20s I was considered especially attractive after being bullied for my appearance (among other things) before then. I’m working on expanding what beauty means but the programming is difficult when it comes to my own body. I tend to present more femme even though my body type has more typically masculine features, with the exception of having a large chest. I enjoy feeling feminine, but it’s the worst on my health. I also have a lot of work attire trauma, so I’m not sure what I’m doing there. I love any fashion that has unbridled personality and I hate 2022 clothes but also really want to update my wardrobe. I’m in a place where I’m not even sure what I like anymore, so I’ve been throwing things I’m sure I like into a Pinterest folder to be sorted later. Other than that I have no idea what I’m doing. I feel like I’m simultaneously being pulled in multiple directions while also getting nowhere. What am I supposed to wear? Thanks for any help you can provide.