Bella, I had no idea! I'm so sorry for your terrible loss. I was thinking about posting an OT thread about how stressed out I am and how my shingles pain is back, but that is nothing compared to what you're going through, and on your birthday no less. I'm crying right now just thinking about you and wishing I could give you a hug. I can't imagine the pain you're in, and it's not just emotional I'm sure. The D&C can't exactly be a picnic. I will pray that you can find some comfort in the days ahead. Please hang in there and know that there are people all around the world who care about you! <<<HUGS>>>