Some of you were kind enough to note that you were happy to see me more active on the forum again in the last few weeks. Well, after the miscarriage in late July, in November, we found out that we were expecting again. I was of course very happy, and full of energy and enthusiasm to be active on the forum again.
Unfortunately, three days ago, I had an appointment and once again the doctor found out that the pregnancy was not progressing as it should. I went back again today so the doctor can check on the progress - nothing promising. I am waiting on the results of a blood test to confirm %100 what we already suspect, that this is another failed pregnancy. I will most likely have to schedule another D and C for Saturday.
This week was awful, and not how I wanted to spend my birthday obviously. We truly have an wonderful knack for timing, the last time it was just 2 days before our wedding anniversary.
I am very sorry once again to come here and talk to you about these things but it is very hard and I feel like nobody that I know in real life can give me the kind of support I need right now. This sucks plain and simple.