Just FYI, this will have some personal info:

For the past five years or so, I have been taking hormones to regulate my periods, and one of the surprise side effects has been clear skin. Before the pill, I always had some kind of acne on my cheeks, often in the same spot, and it drove me nuts and made me so insecure.

Everything about being on the pill has been great...well, almost. As most of you are aware, my chest size makes me miserable. I know that part of it can be attributed to weight gain, but I know the other part is due to the hormones. I was able to tolerate it for a while, but I'm at a point where I just never feel comfortable (physically). I can't go a day without fantasizing about having a smaller chest. At this point, I would be thrilled to even be down to a D cup. I think that would be achievable if I went off the pill, since I gained about 2 cup sizes (after going on the pill and before gaining weight).

I tried to do it last year, thinking I'm an adult and my body has changed, so maybe things won't be as bad as they were when I was 20. But they were. Within just 2 weeks, my face broke out and my body went haywire. I was able to go only 2 months before starting again. I think if I stuck to my guns and gave it a good 3 or 4 months, it wouldn't be so bad as far as periods go. It takes about that long to adjust and get back to a normal cycle. It was never *that* bad to begin with, just not predictable. I'm already on a pretty low dose, so going just a tiny bit lower probably wouldn't help.

The real problem is that I have gotten so used to having clear skin that I just can't bear the idea of going back to my pimple-speckled days, especially as i get older. So the million dollar question is: Do any of you know of an effective acne treatment system? I tried a few when I was younger and all they did was make the skin surrounding my pimples dry and sensitive, but maybe things have advanced since back in my day. I think hormones were so successful because they treated the problem from the inside out. I'm a little skeptical that topical applications are really all that effective. Correct me if I'm wrong.

I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle. I either have to deal with an unsustainable boob size or a face full of pimples. Thoughts?