Bella, I'm so, so sorry for your incredible loss. You are right to come around for some YLF love! I always wondered about that old-fashioned rule not to tell anyone you were pregnant for 3 months--was it so that know one would ever know if you happened to miscarry? If so, that's crazy. I always thought if I had a miscarriage, I'd need every bit of love and support I could get. We are here for you Bella. Please know our hearts go out to you. You may have rationalized the process, but as women, we have strong emotions too, and they cannot be ignored. This can't be easy, and it's okay to grieve. <<HUGS>>