Having just one of those problems would be a lot, and to have all three at once can only be exhausting. You're very sweet to take the time to tell your story, I had been wondering why you weren't posting as much especially when at a time seemed like your style was really evolving.
It's so nice that you'll be going to Europe, for myself, especially when my life is full of challenges, it's such a relief to step out of it for a while and reconnect with just being alive, okay, and in a beautiful place.