You are all so kind, it's very warming. Thank you.
We had to bring him in on Saturday already, he was getting worse by the hour and the suffering was intolerable any longer. My immediate reaction was a great relief because he finally was getting the rest he so desperately needed. Now the house is very empty, and I miss him terribly. There is a huge vacuum in my heart. But we got 13+ wonderful years with him, and we are so grateful for that. He was the very best companion for our family all his life. More than that - he was a true family member, of course. I miss his sounds, his scent, and the softness and warmth of holding him close. I miss his good mood that always cheered me up. I miss everything he was.