First, I'm glad to hear you're well--I have been thinking of you because since I joined a year ago you've been such an inspiring and loving presence here. You were so welcoming when I first joined, one of the wonderful women who made me feel accepted and included. Thank you for that.
I know where you are coming from in terms of the feelings of vanity and over abundance. Yet to me, fashion is my creative outlet. I can't draw, paint, sculpt, write, dance, sing, bake, play music or cook (just ask my poor DH about that last one). I have no creative talents to speak of. But fashion lets me experiment with someone else's art. And I love that.
Like others, this is the only fashion blog I read. I thought I'd feel guilty about the time spent here, but I've learned so much about topics like line, drape, perspective and balance. I thought I'd feel guilty about consumption and frivolous consumer goods, but I've actually spent less since joining YLF. This is a great place for me, right now, and it's thanks to people like you. You will be missed. But the great thing about YLF (as all the comments show) is you are understood: if you ever feel like popping back in to show us how you've styled a Winners or other item, well I for one would love it. You have great talent for this style thing, and IMO it's a lot more of a style thrill to craft outfits with less expensive items than it is to put together an all Eileen Fisher look. Personally I would love to know how to do the former and only spend money on the latter coz I'm stumped. Well, I'm also trying to be a more conscious consumer and i do worry about where some clothing items are made. I justify my EF (all outlet) purchases because at least she is trying in that regard.
Isn't Angie's #1 rule that fashion should be fun? I hope you find a time when it feels that way again. All the best.