Wow. How overwhelming. Condolences re your grandpa. Thank goodness the worse seems to be over for your mom. Please take time to take care of yourself and to recharge.

I will add you and your family to my prayer list blessing and peace be unto you.

What an ordeal you have been through, VC! It seems when it rains it pours...and all on your poor head
I wish you strength and stamina and please remember to take care of yourself as well. You need some downtime from time to time to just stay sane in this ordeal...
Sending you good vibes and wishes and a ton of hugs!

Vc, how horrendous. Wishing for healing all round and someone else to prop you up and pamper you a bit (if there's any fairness in the universe)...

I'm so sorry about your grandpa, VC. My best wishes for your mother's recovery, and that you continue to find the strength to march on. YLF is here for you whenever you need some down time

Thank you all so much!

After I posted last night, I felt a bit funny - thinking I may have said too much.That maybe I shouldn't have posted. I just wanted to write something to sort of explain why I just stopped posting entirely for a few months.

After I wrote last night, I remember falling asleep, thinking, "I
shouldn't have posted that, it's a bit 'much' and doesn't really have
anything to do with YLF."

You know what? I'm so glad that I did, because you've made me feel very supported, heard and understood.

It's really wonderful to be able to post something out of the blue and then hear and read YLF'ers listening, nodding their heads, offering up incredibly wise words and all kinds of support.

You've made me feel a whole lot better - thank you!
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Meanwhile, the good news is that my Mom only has the rest of this week and all of next week to complete her radiation treatments (7 weeks of daily radiation, plus 8 'booster' treatments), and then just continuing the Herceptin infusions every three weeks until the end of the year. The worst is over, and we are seeing some light at the end of the tunnel. I think she may have to take some sort of hormone therapy (pills I think) for a a few years as well due to her breast cancer being what they call "ER+" (estrogen receptor positive).

All of that said, I'm reminded that spring is the season of renewal - and I can't wait to see cherry blossoms blooming, tons and tons of rain (fat chance here where I live for the time being, but I'm still hopeful anyway), and green everywhere. Hope my Mom's hair grows back like mad and that all of the treatments she's had to endure have worked beautifully.

I'm glad winter's over

Thank you so much for listening and being here.

I loved your response.

So sorry to hear about all this VC, sending you and your family all the best wishes. I hope you can all enjoy those cherry blossoms soon.

Holy Toledo VC, you are a strong woman to still be standing after all that. I'm so glad you felt like this was a safe place to just spill it all out. I can't imagine the pressure you must have been (and still be) under. I hope you will be able to carve out a bit of time to take care of yourself, maybe get a massage or something to help begin the rejuvenation process. What you've been through sounds absolutely traumatic, and I'm so sorry for the loss of your grandfather. I'm so glad your Mom is tapering off her treatments and responding well. You're a wonderful DD and she's so lucky to have you!

Thank you for posting! It's good to let friends know when things are rough so we can support you, VC. I'm happy that things seem to be looking up for your mom. *hugs* and happy Spring!