Oh, bless you, Joy, I am so sorry you have to go through this! But now that every curse is also a blessing in disguise, this is what I've learned from my grandmother. About your fashion style , experience everything and see what's best for you and what's making you feel like yourself the most. Don't care about the device, you're beautiful no matter hard, even though it may be hard for you to feel like that at first. Just like your grandson said: it's a video game!! Hahaha, I laughed when I saw that and I'm sure it brought a smile to your face too!!