I definitely understand. I have the luxury of always having been part-time with the 3 kids, and with hubby being part-time too and him doing a lot of the cooking for the days I do work a long day. And our stores are open both weekend days. Being 9 years ahead of you in age has made me slowly less busy in terms of care for my children in that DD1 left home 8 years ago (I was 51 then) then DD2 5 years ago, so only DS left who is now 24 and shares in the cooking and chores well. In fact sometimes I get bored! And spend too much time on the forum! For me shopping in stores is better but I understand that is a privilege in many ways. I love window shopping