Lisa, I want to personally thank you for all the generous, honest, and kind feedback you have provided me over the time I have known you here on the forum. I hope all your endeavors are successful, and most importantly, that they bring you inner peace and joy. We all have choices to make about where to focus our time and energy. I will miss you on the forum, but I respect your choice to take care of yourself by engaging in something that is clearly healthy and positive. Developing and maintaining self confidence runs different pathways for everyone. I hope you find your pathway. Best wishes always! XO