I am stunned and in shock to have been given the news that my sister passed away. She was just 53 and had dental surgery last week.
She was home on pain meds , but was still working. Her boss in Ontario had a phone meeting with her last weds. at 10am , but she didn't make her 2pm skype interview. So, it looks like she passed somewhere between those times and no one discovered it until my brother who has a key went to check on her today. My heart aches for my brother having to see that. I had an extremely close relationship with her most of our lives until I dared to say ouch and her toxicity came full force at me , so I distanced myself to just holidays. A bag of mixed emotions as we face the funeral planning and other matters.... I have been sick the past two days with fever and coughing and am just feeling spiritually more weak than ever before. I know that she is fine and in fact enjoying the loving embrace of our parents and I smile when I think of her being with my father who passed when she was just 16. Still shocked and just trying to wrap my brain around this...